Joseph William DeMatthews

My Dear Joe,


Sending you all my love. I miss you everyday.

I just will never get over that you are not here. When I come home I am expecting you to be home. I don't think this will ever end.

Love always,
Mom

May the peace and comfort that only God can give be yours in the coming year...no matter how much time passes, our heart will always have a hole in it. Thinking of you...Aunt Jo to Leah Avril

Thinking of you & your family Joey as your 6th Angelversary quickly approaches & keeping you all in my heart & prayers. ~♥~

 

                                                                                         ~~WISHING YOU A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS~~

My Dear Son Joe,


It's that time of year coming upon us again. Another year without you here with us. You will always be in my heart. Like I have

told you, there is no holiday that comes along that we celebrate. I know christmas was our favorite holiday and we went all out,

but I just can no longer celebrate it. It just would never be the same without you.

I love and miss you so much. I know you are here right by my side always.

Love always,

Mom

My dear Joe,

What can I say that I haven't said a million times. I miss u so much ad my heart will never stop aching. There is not a econd that goes by that you are not on my mind.

It is that time a year Joe, and I hate it. I can't even look at the house's that are decorated. All that does is bring thoses memories back to me, when you would come in and say mom did you see that house over on the corner. It is just so hard.        

Since you left, not one decorated item has been put up, no matter what holiday. I just cannot do anything anymore, there is nothing left inside of me, it just feels so empty.
You are the one who would bug me at holloween to put the tree up. There is no excitement left, no happyiness, nothing.

I just want you home.

Love and miss you always,

Mom

Dear Joe,
I know I have not been writing in a while, but like I told you last time, Grandma is very ill. We finally put her in a nursing home. Which I hated but that was the only choice at this point.
I go there now and feed her instead of the house that is the only difference. She just needs to gain some weight so she can get her strenght back and ba able to stand up and walk again.
Baby, you know you are always in my heart and thoughts constantly.

It is just so hard. I really did not believe I would be able to do this. I don't know where the energy is coming from.

I am going to try to make writing to you a part of my day, I do not like the feeling of not writing.
I love and miss you so much.
I will write you later.
Love forever and always,
Mom

MY DEAR JOEY,

I LOVE AND MISS YOU FOREVER.......


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!!!!!!